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Last night was the last time DJ Hansemann "played" at the Grünspan. Apparently they’re re-organizing themselves with new DJs and stuff, I dunno and frankly I don’t care. He however must have been quite upset or his girlfriend left him or something because I have never experienced the music to be so fucking hard. It [...]

No, I’m not going super cool on you (by changing the spelling to something stupid but supposedly cool) it’s a song by POD and it’s pretty good. Why I started listening to POD again, I don’t know. That’s what happens when you put on a playlist with 1800 tracks in shuffle mode. My problem with [...]

I’m back once again and I’ve got nothing to say. About two or three weeks ago, I decided to stop drinking again after I spent about 40 hours awake, spending the last fifteen or so trying to fall asleep. The non-alcoholic phase lasted from Sunday till Friday, after which I decided that I obviously am [...]

I just mailed out the invitations to my birthday party, which is set to take place on 23/08/03, so don’t expect any updates for about a week after that. If you didn’t get an invitation, it’s because I don’t want you there, I figured you wouldn’t want to come or you live too far away, [...]

What an exhausting weekend. I didn’t sleep for about 40 hours (from Saturday nine o’clockish till Monday somewhere between 1.00 and 2.00 AM), drank too much, although I only had about half a dozen beers, if that. I guess I can’t handle drinking and dancing, it led to me sleeping next to the toilet at [...]

When everybody thought things couldn’t get any worse - I was born! 36 years after one of the darkest hours of mankind no less. To all of you who remembered my birthday: thank you for remembering me!
Another blogger, who recently stopped had a tradition of posting Top Fives of his favourite songs and stuff. Since [...]

Do you know the feeling of badly wanting to help a friend because you can’t cope with seeing them in their current state of misery? I’ve never felt so helpless in my entire life…. Let’s hope that time really heals all wounds

Howdy niggas!
Yeah, correct, I used the term niggas. I started calling certain people that in real life and some call me nigga as well, so why not take the habit online? We don’t have any reason for doing so, except that it’s quite stupid. Nils thinks it’s racist, he still prefers to call me a [...]

Life is so weird right now, I’m trying to make sense of things but it just won’t happen. And to be honest it’s quite frustrating. I’ve ignored my subconscious for quite some time now, easily a year, but now it seems to strike back. I always ignored everything I couldn’t deal with, so that as [...]